Kegare, by Fox Spirit

Kegare

by Fox Spirit

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1.	Catch Me If You Can 04:14	lyrics	buy track
(Catch me if you can) (Catch me if you can) (Catch me if you can) (Catch me if you...) Catch me if you can Find me if you can Startle me, battle me, rattle me, swallow me Follow if you can You're so hollow, you wallow, you know you never can Overrated automated western cars from a far makes me sick Imma shoulda coulda bomb a blue red prick Imma get a blade and smother all the blood from my wrist You may think my mind has got some sort of weird ass twist Remind you that you've done it too Twice was too many booms And imma about to ride you right over this blue ass mood Driving through the bayshore route running over you 2JZ GTE echoes through the roof Blasting new music this city has got to prove And I'm the proof The neon lights are hallowed as the truth The ads flash between both the sun and moon The darker the night the blacker the rain But faster the car, the louder the car, the more it heals the pain Catch me if you can Catch me if you can Catch me if you can If you think you got it all Then catch me if you can Catch me if you can Here chase my neon lights 'Cause it's been flashing all night long As I'm cruising down the blues of the bayshore route A white Cadillac runs through the melancholic view Better know he's cruising for the bruising in a few Seconds the city has got no roof For those who choose to screw the hue of the view I refuse such a new concept Oppenheimer ain't the power It was uncle sam who held the hour of the doom And the boom of a nation we amuse While we can't accept the futures still dark The past has many question marks So we hide it underneath the shade of golden arcs The neon lights hide the shady life Of Shinjuku nights and make the city shine And make the city sleepless Love and relationships are needless Stepping on the brakes is a show of weakness I hit the Cadillac and it starts rolling over I slow down knowing its finally game over I wish them well in heaven I hope he goes to hell I wish these cars moved backwards 'Cause future seems unwell I wish those lights were brighter Like back in '89 I wish this nation bothers with making more new lives I don't want to be alone I don't want to work no more No I don't want to be at home No I don't want to hear kids die no more No I don't want to hear these old dudes Making our laws again and I hate to say But things can't stay the same But who's gonna make the change? Where are all the youth? We are all out of use Old age, road rage We are running out of juice Gotta finish the race Gotta raise the pace Gotta take their place Running hundred eight miles But still we running late so we run in style We forget about the hate so we run and ring and dial Suicide hotline put on hold for a while The tile on the road is smoking wild Makes me smile like a child Run away from juvenile Hit and run those pedophiles I don't give a damn about no pending vigilante trials Exile all the men who are senile They'll defile The child and make them hostile Now the country starts to slowly smell and rot Tie a noose, extra knots The road is narrow like an arrow Like an old mans thought But I can't stop now I hit rainbow bridge And my car falls from the edge
2.	Snow Moon Flower (prod. karakusa beats) 02:30	lyrics	buy track
When the sun falls down Only the shadow remains Midsummer the moon shines The flowers bloom And black snow falls I'm healing the souls, I'm heeding the calls I'm hearing all the windows being blown the whole city slowly glows Like a story never told, it never gets old Every year a child is born, 1000 cranes, all of them folds Faults of the lord, melted faces plucked by raven I am half human and half satan I'm American but my blood's Asian My core is shaken. I'm making all the soul ache, all is mine I assume I am soon to be the monsoon On the Asian lands, I am doom ABCD lines the wrong move Say we leave behind what's true Pay me key coal mines for truce Lay me three peace signs what's good? Let me be and set me free and I'll be coming to the only sea that matters to me Winters coming to Hawaii snow falls burning down Moon tide is making you drown Never forget of the sound Plant all the seeds in the ground Flower starts blooming around Thoughts in our minds are profound Race for making the tallest high clouds You're the uncle who's wearing the crown Dropped it Hiroshima bound The train runs through the dark channel Destination unknown The beat of the train echoes through the cold As the train reached the end of the tunnel The whole world was covered in snow Snow Way of the warrior is death Way of the warrior is death Way of the warrior is death Way of the warrior is death Into the sky, into the ground Into the light, into the dark Millions die, millions starve Nobody comes, nobody goes Pounding of drums, pounding the foes Pounding the young, pounding the old Killing our child, killing our hope Taking our pride, taking our soul Take me back in to your beautiful home Chewing me up, spitting me out Leaving me 25 nowhere to go Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide No one to love, no one to fight Nobody shows, nobody tells Nobodies home, all bodies gone Can you really say that the rain was justified? Knowing it took thousands of innocent lives? Women and children vaporized Short cut to heaven, that's another lie Their ashes still snow nationwide And the snow feeds the flowers on the floor Hides underneath while the rain still pours The moon is the only light the flowers can afford But there at the darkest night The seeds started to grow And a new nation was born
3.	What's Good? 02:52	lyrics	buy track
What's good? What's good? Water they breaking the sound Water they seep in the ground Water they shatter the mirror A river a dragon but only go down Holy divinity, living infinity Telling the devil he thinking like jeez Don't you look good in a crown? Looking good in golden gown Don't you just want it right now? Say you want pussy aloud Say you're allowed Say you want city to drown Both up and down Don't you just want it right now? Honestly, honesty is all you need And honoring ownership is the key Older the honor the hollow is seems Call me tell me ask me what's good? What's good? What's good? City be telling me, making me promises All of the prophets make a profit The prodigy pondering next to a pond Jumps into it an old frog And I could see the golden waterfall And the koi leaping to reach to the top And I could see the dragon and the gods Playing Shogi with lives of the cods Isn't is rather amazing the fire be blazing From craving the sun and the moon You got a lighter with you? Light up my silhouette too? Sinners be loving my moves Giving a damn about you Money was... oh never mind, an issue Love it or hate it The truth never made it The people be bated or 'flated or faded But what's good? What's good? What's good? What's good? What's good? What have you found? Broken record a broken sound Booming through roof and the ground Economy academy calling me casually now How did you do it? How did you make it? How many innocents had to be faded Now accordingly working so tirelessly The people be humbling, crying, dying you see He's back in his knees Begging me please What you believe? Pussy or money or dreams? Screaming for nothing, a snitch and a fiend Fetching the sinners I see Bachi Atari the oni the kami will put you to sleep Promise the city the nation the people this country will never forgive So what's good? What's good? What's good?
4.	Lonely (I'm Free) (feat. Nao Right Now) 03:05	lyrics	buy track
Riding on the smooth highway With my shades on my mood sways As the sun sets on the wangan Radio says that it's the wrong turn, wrong way Turn left if you want to get home But instead, I let the song play and let the voice fade Never turn my wheel imma go straight go-ahead Imma pay and pave my own path away I pray to god that my pain turns on the wrong lane I don't want to pay for the love I can't afford I don't want to play your games imma go ahead and move forward I don't want my heart swaying back and forth Imma force myself to take my dreams up north Open a store up in Ginza In the core, I will find the life I adored I left a note left a door open for my soul to let it go Out That you lived a life you always wanted you can leave now I'm dancing slowly I'm moving on, I'm free No one knows me I'm hoping I'm lonely now No one judge me I'm jumping off Skytree Water falling The water, it brought me home Another sunset, not too upset Of the players that are running not in bed, not yet Light shine brighter than the day Such a clean pavement , what a dream entertainment Going down, under downtown to the basement a wedding gown arrangement On the show window And a broken engagement I do recall Looking back thinking where did it go wrong And I'm looking back wonder how I let you go And I don't know why'd you let me go Kyoto was a no-go for my lifelong goal was to get to Tokyo 'Cause I know it'll keep us healthy wealthy Steady job with a passion for the cutting edge fashion We don't need child support Never helped, but I don't want kids anyways but you did so we broke apart I'm dancing slowly I'm moving on, I'm free No one knows me I'm hoping I'm lonely now No one judge me I'm jumping off Skytree Water falling The water, it brought me home
5.	Yoshiwara 02:41	info	buy track
6.	Nakano Relaxation (feat. DJ Nej) 02:28	lyrics	buy track
心技体、走り抜ける都内某所信じない都市伝説、ありもしない噂錯綜ぬかるみにはまっても絶えずアクション古今東西、やったやらないだ。ここんとこ頭痛いから、リタイヤ引きこもりして、お一人様なんつって北上、おのぼりさま I Wake up every morning To the honking trucks Riding on Nakano Dori My alarm is rather daunting Start another day calling My brothers strolling On the side street Side by side the soul train, araiyakushi stop at combini To buy a cup of coffee The sun is still rising slowly Tobi gliding in the sky it owns me This is Tokyo the first to see the sun on the edge The globe Full of soul But you can’t help but to shiver Feeling cold 世代超え遊ぶミュージック未だ夢中遊べるだけ必要な余裕ブレイクしてマニーおやすみ、また乾杯 Better keep on running You can never hide Represent Nakano city Where the realest truly be let the music live and Hit you till you die Representing 03 Where you dream to make the cream かくかくしかじか、中野な皆様内緒ね、これはね。ネジくんそれでねなるほど〜いい回答朝日がでるまで語り明かそうシークレット、酒に飲まれても歌え、新譜であがれ、yeah ストイックライカ、日本人寒中水泳、寒い中ビートで踊れ Its 9pm Your bpm has risen from am men and women running On their way to underground the den heavy sick Meaning you’ll get hit By the high and kick where the realest live where the wack they dip Everybody move your hip hoping on the illest beat By nej Energy is menacing The message is unsettling What it means to live in nakano The central The lost souls everybody come and stay and never go 世代超え遊ぶミュージック未だ夢中遊べるだけ必要な余裕ブレイクしてマニーおやすみ、また乾杯 Better keep on running You can never hide Represent Nakano city Where the realest truly be let the music live and Hit you till you die Representing 03 Where you dream to make the cream
7.	Mama 02:01	lyrics	buy track
Mother thank you for loving me unconditionally Father thank you for giving me empathy constantly Though your love was always felt Since my birth, eternity I couldn’t help but to feel empety Mother can’t you see I’ve been struggling every cycle of earth Trying to make me worth look of your eyes Though I’ve been hurt Hated school Hated work Hated every single one I knew My presence has been covered with dirt Don’t really know what’s worse Is it me living alive? Letting everybody down? Or s’it me who are to die? Making none of this count I mean none of this matters as I write this letter now All our fates the same. Might as well let it happen now And I get it I blame it on myself The selfish And I’m feeling Ashamed of myself The selfish And I let them All claim my body I deserve it And I let them All claim my deathbed I’m selfish
8.	Tender (prod. Nxtam) 01:43	lyrics	buy track
Don’t you want a piece of this? A peace of mind I mean Give me shelter your temple Your tempos crescendoing So fast and rough yet so comforting Confidence exceeding swallow this Im a superstar, ride my fastest car My son can reach up higher than heaven and further, mars Addicted to porno Doujinshi clouds the mental Only Two dimensional Mortals hoping she fuck like no tomorrow Living in three The inner beast of a pig disgusting to say the least they can’t contain themselves to a leash So they unleash Everything And every means Everybody Flex to be a living sex machine Pecks to wet the P begging D to sting the B Swinging C between the Ts Swimming seas Feeling ease Like she pray to god She on her knees Prey of war Tenticals Crawling for Ama to Tako seen them fall From the grace The Corrupted soul Favorite protagonist parody of a show Profanity They call Fantasy Rule is dirty 34  Minds unconscious Loving is blind Lust they live in disguise Feeling deprived Of all of their pride Son of a gun Better be shun Bright as the moon Dim as the sun Pity the fool Pity the fun Only a tool Only a rule Only go back to insanity Dip in reality Question morality No Imma go back in my hole Live in my dome Fuck everybody I know Life’s a cycle But potential Has nowhere to go Just another case of a loner Finding comfort at home
9.	TKY State of Mind (feat. TA-TI) 02:43	lyrics	buy track
Right now I'm in the TKY state of mind Right now I'm in the TKY state of mind What you mean? I've been always shining I've been always hiding all my feelings What you mean? I’m a human being Just because I don't show it Doesn't mean I'm sealing all the wounds Aren't we too dealing with some kind of demon Since we lived in wombs Beds are rather comfy I deserve to sleep in tombs Rich enough to have a phone to play some tunes About the unachievable Because we not capable to live the truth Because it hurts to go to school Probably hurts to see the world If you want the truth getting beaten doesn't really hurt Rather its the words pr the lack of Hard to tell if I really could be worth The life that mama gave me Glad that papa never left me but its peace that always scares me Scared that someone knocks and breaks it Scared that I might fail and lose it Scared my bully feeds me bees if I can't pay the fee For their lunch and insecurity Snitching is a sin so might as well be hiding This is how I shine while I lie Right now I'm in the TKY state of mind Right now I'm in the TKY state of mind Right now I'm in the TKY state of mind Right now I'm in the TKY state of mind 世界は酷く疲れていた価値を与えられ他人と比べてきたストレスに押し殺され涙浮かべていた弱い人間強くなる為に産まれてきた確かに寝心地良いよ暗い方が闇堕ち寸前のアナキンスカイウォーカー達は試され続ける生きてる限り "やるかやらぬかだ"と解く慈悲深きヨーダこの魂喜ばす為に使う金と時間後はたしなむ程度に酒とシガー死ぬ時は独りだけその時寂しくないように生きる命がけ探し方に囚われないカタチ　欲満たしても満たせない渇き潤す愛のオアシスを求めてる実態無いからこそ心で得る誰かのジョーダンが大地踏み付けるこの街じゃ傷ついた奴が傷つける自分の中に住む悪魔に抗う硬い意志は削られた分だけ輝く Right now I'm in the TKY state of mind Right now I'm in the TKY state of mind
10.	Home (feat. Chikara the Boy) 03:25	lyrics	buy track
Blood pours on the paws of the poor man Broke his soul Frog leaps in an old pond I’m an import From a new port I Swore my sword could scorn all of my foes Thought that my ancestors said I was good Part of a family, I follow through I wasn’t good enough, told me to move Back to the nation my mother gave birth Exiled from the seven seas Travel through the lands I was seeking for some peace Run away from the fiends Burn my family tree Never gave a damn about what I can achieve Meeting friends I call family But reality is hitting me Destiny is that they are all leaving me Feeling lost in synergy Going back home to where they once belonged While I got nowhere to call Got a gut feeling straight across and it's deep My back to the sun staring down at my feet Always occupied by my thoughts and my feelings There's something going on all day here clearly Oni red from just a sip of this sake Chemically imbalanced like a Martian Sit in first class like an alien I carry on the carry-ons that I'm baggaging Strange and I feel amazed 5 senses times 2 stacked up tenfold From the ground up I'm going through something as I fly lo like a Ronin from Dallas, recording all the way from Tokyo Keep morality up with some Melee Then I headout to a jam on a payday Making sense and I got spare change And it's a train wreck Is it that way?
11.	Beautiful 04:11	lyrics	buy track
You are so beautiful My only high Might I learn to fly You are so beautiful I could just honestly tell you right now that I do I know that I do Lonely as the moon Maybe I'm killing the mood Maybe I got nothing he got plenty You'd be better with a different dude Always insecure my feelings inferior Filling with terror My lack of interior Lack of the glitter in I Flickering lights lingers and hinders my high Advertise a new medicine, media meditating in the midst of Shibuya Many come and many going like who ya? My motions, emotions might start to be drearier Superior life was just never achieved Barrier stopping her always just me Saboteur breaking through wall in between Seeing her feel like I'm a Sakura tree Fluttering, traveling back in my teens "Love you forever" was only a dream Hope and reality, question my sanity Thought I was capable to see her leave For I believed there's no relief There's no release, flowers are green Summer has come here to heal and retrieve Sorrow. I'm solo but met you I'm free You are so beautiful My only high Might I learn to fly You are so beautiful I could just honestly tell you right now that I do I know that I do How was I able to find you? Rainy blue season of late June Life in a city a Typhoon Working, running a hundred, hope still got a roof Learning that earnings don't give about you Cursing reality, fighting the truth Burning anxiety run to the roof Flights of stairs so I can fly to the moon Made to the roof, ready to fly Betting my better me on a new life But I was stopped, peculiar sight You were there sat also tempted to fly Sat on the edge with no shoes I knew why Found myself comfort when I sat beside Told you and me everything is alright Stared at the moon 'till we no longer cried And one night, as the moon showed out The lady was seen to be weeping She explained that many years ago Before they found her She had been a princess of the moon Kaguya You are so beautiful My only high Might I learn to fly You are so beautiful I could just honestly tell you right now that I do I know that I do You are so beautiful My only high Might I learn to fly You are so beautiful I could just honestly tell you right now that I do I know that I do Walking through the rain I can feel like I'm going insane Watching through your pain I can see that you're just the same Waiting for the plane to fly away 'cause it's our fate But I could just honestly tell that I do
12.	Future 02:41	lyrics	buy track
Believe in you Believe in the future Believe in the truth We live in it sooner Believe in you Believe in the future Believe in the truth We live in it sooner, live in the future Take it away take it away I don't need it I don't give a damn about nothing imma go my own way But I never needed anyways the glory and the fame Imma claim to be the coldest rapper to the city to the game What it means to be the voice and the change of the pity of the old age Of the young rage Carry heavy weight of the generation that came to be And the future generation that will come to be free What you mean we got plenty of fiends Don't wanna be clean Don't wanna be seen Don't wanna believe in your fake ass dreams A dream built on a lie In a bubble, All the trouble Back in 1989 Lost decade 3, 4, 5 Hive mind of a homogenic homophobic kind Tech heavy educated but we're lost inside We're locked inside Believe in you Believe in the future Believe in the truth We live in it sooner Believe in you Believe in the future Believe in the truth We live in it sooner, live in the future Tell me what you seek and imma look for your If you wanna dream imma fight the truth Take a leap of faith and find the good inside of you Inside of me, all the people that we once knew And I'm riding on the field of golden rye Where the teens go to die Adolescence teaching lessons just to lessen all the lives Breaking all the promise that we once knew Bully them break em down make em go to work But the fear never ends Stable life you pretend But you been slaving working through 8 to 10 Better make amends with the devil liquor is your friend Then again no one even bother they don't lend a hand Let us call back when we still on track Let us call back when we used to laugh Let us call back when we used to try Let us call back when we used to love Hold on, life I never imagined can you Hold on, nothing happening never an option Hold on to all the promises that have been broken too Honestly I've been misused But it's okay I got you Hold on, life I never imagined can you Hold on, nothing happening never an option Hold on to all the promises that have been broken too Honestly I've been misused But it's okay I got you Believe in you Believe in the future Believe in the truth We live in it sooner Believe in you Believe in the future Believe in the truth We live in it sooner, live in the future
13.	Far Beyond (feat. Cem Kahraman) 03:19	lyrics	buy track
When it rained on June you would keep me warm When I reach the moon I'll let you know My two feet are off the ground Let me go I'll Change my old address to the stars beyond Wish that I can take you out of Tokyo but You wouldn't come around So I let you go Mother can you hear me from the stars up in the sky Father can you see me from afar, Imma try to fly Try to give a life I never had to my daughter To my brothers, to the loners, to my lover, to my friends Writing rhymes that transcend through time and space I send this message you can comprehend I'm just trying to mend the women and men And who identify beyond two lanes Our fate's solidified we're all too late Our streets are gentrified from nuclear waste This city is petrified from all the rain These deaths are justified when we're to blame It's all the same, it's all insane, I'm all in pain Our souls they ache, they take our homes away They take my breath away I choose my fate, my death So I'm about to fly I'm about to touch the sky When it rained on June you would keep me warm When I reach the moon I'll let you know My two feet are off the ground Let me go I'll Change my old address to the stars beyond Wish that I can take you out of Tokyo but You wouldn't come around So I let you go I will let you fall I will be flying over on and on and on and on I go I won't come back home Black rain starts to fall Crawling searching for a bit of water mouth is dry Fall our water, choice is drinking poison or to die Look inside to see my city got no life inside Parents told me "stay inside" That's the last time I saw them with my eyes Last advice I got from the wise minds the lights never shine, the sun never rise The grain of rice makes life satisfy To let another child survive and give us time to cry So we choose to build the city from ground up Scrape the wide sky looking down to the world from the top Told me sun will start to rise Told me we will learn to shine Told you we will learn to fly and touch the sky When it rained on June you would keep me warm When I reach the moon I'll let you know My two feet are off the ground Let me go I'll Change my old address to the stars beyond Wish that I can take you out of Tokyo but You wouldn't come around So I let you go I will let you fall I will be flying over on and on and on and on I go I won't come back home Black rain starts to fall So I let you go I will let you fall I will be flying over on and on and on and on I go I won't come back home Black rain starts to fall

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released May 11, 2023

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Fox Spirit Tokyo, Japan

Belonging to the "lost generation" of Hip Hop, Atsu Nakayama began recording music as Fox Spirit in 2020 during his studies in Liverpool. Born in Philadelphia, and raised in Tokyo, Fox Spirit wandered the earth as a foreigner to all lands, trying to find peace in an ever-changing environment.

Fox Spirit’s motto has two folds: “Embrace and Endorse all Emotions” and “i am here for u.” ... more